At My Worst, He Still Loves Me

As I get used to living with my boyfriend I feel more and more in love with him. When I don’t feel good he takes care of me and I always try my best to make him happy. We have disagreements but always make up and we always find a way through the day. I love him and can’t wait to see what tomorrow has in store for us. He mkes me happy and calls me beautiful when I havent showered and my hair is all over and I am still in my pjs. He makes me comfortable and watches over me when I am sick and he always can make me smile when I am having a bad day. I do my best I can to give back to him what he gives me but he is so amazing that nobody could ever understand. I love him.

❤ Yupithappens

I Wish

I wish I could be with my boyfriend today. Tonight. This weekend.

Today is his 21st birthday and he is back in my hometown while I am at my home where I go to college and he will be moving in in August. I wish I could be with him tonight to share this moment with him. He is my world and I hate that I have class at 9 tomorrow and there is no way that I could drive the 4 or 5 hours to my hometown in the morning before class. I want to be with him as he enjoys this day but it was just not reasonable. I hate not being there, I just hope he understands. I mean, he wasn’t here for mine because it was right before finals so he should understand right? Ugh I just want to be with him.

Upset and missing someone special on their special day 😦

❤ Yupithappens

Run away

Love is complicated

You either love the guy too early

or too late

but when you love them at the right moment

magic happens.

There is nothing like love. After long times appart you get butterflies when you see them again. Or when your parents meet you get shaky and feel like it is a first date all over again. that moment when you wake up and think of them and fall asleep talking to them. You can’t chase love away.
If you try you will only end up sad and depressed. You try to chase them away and then you realize there is no one better out there and that nothing is better than what you had.  What you then realize is to accept any flaws or mistakes because you just want them in your life. You can’t chase love away, no matter how far away your love may be.

Follow your heart, it usually gets its way.

❤ Yupithappens

Fate

I am a girl because I like cheesy chick flicks on a friday night with ice cream when I am by myself, I am weak because I love them, I am a hypocrite because I don’t want a fairytale ending. What I want is my own story. My own individual happiness and my own story.

Bumps

If you can’t get through the bumps, hills, mountains, roadblocks, troubles, in a relationship then It isn’t ment to be. If you can handle being away and being faithful, don’t get bored talking to them and can talk forever about nothing at all. If you are ment to be together and you love each other enough you will find a way to make it work. I love him and we are making it work.

❤ Yupithappens

I knew he was a keeper…

I knew he was a keeper when he let me grab his tongue when I got out of surgery when my wisdom teeth were removed and just let it happen.

I knew he was a keeper because He tolerates me, even when I am not sure what I am doing or am freaking out over what I think is big. He makes the problem seem small and believes In me.

I knew he was a keeper when It slipped I love you when we were only talking for a week and ended up getting back together that night over grandmas boy and a night of crying because I realized how horrible I was leading my life and he made it all better.

I knew he was a keeper when he lt me cry in his arms one night when I drove him home and let everything out and he held me and convinced me it would all be okay.

I knew he was a keeper when I was constantly thinking about him and he never left my mind, even though I wanted to hate him and never talk to him again.

I knew he was a keeper when I sat there and criticised everything he did, called him names to try to convince myself that we were not right for each other, but to him it was us talking, and that was enough for me to agree to see him again

after 2 long years

of thoughts

awkward passings

and countless thoughts of

how are they doing

and finally

we caved

and at that moment

of our first kiss

of our new relationship

I knew

he was a keeper.

❤ Yupithappens

Distance

When you find that person you love

that can make you smile on a rainy day

that can give you a hug and nothing can hurt you

and every kiss feels like the first and you get that feeling in your stomach

you never want to leave them

and every second you are appart

feels like a year

and only gets harder

as they take more and more of your heart.

I love him

and miss him

I want him next to me

not miles away.

❤ Yupithappens

Future

The more I think about marrying him, the more I like the Idea. I know I am not ready to marry yet, but one day after college and I get a job I see us being together for the rest of my life. I love him so much and my heart still beats faster when I think of him or when I get a kiss. He makes me smile and even when we fight, I would rather have a small dissagreement with him than ever see anyone else. He is my world.

I see us growing old together and having a family. I believe in us. I know we will make it through anything that life throws at us. I am excited to marry him and excited for the next time I see him.

It is very hard for us to be appart and not see each other for sometimes a month but it makes it even more special for the moments that we do spend together. I love him so much and I never want to be with anyone else. I miss him dearly. I am still counting the days until I get to see him again.

❤ Youithappens

I do so much

You criticize more

I work hard

You care less

I try day and night

You turn the other way.

What can I do

to make it work

Because I don’t ever want to let go

Of the one I love.

Because deep down

I know you do too…

 

<3

Someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked with anyone else.  That happened.

My boyfriend texted that to me when I was feeling down. He did not know how I was feeling, and this came out of nowhere. We are hours away and he still knows me.

Love is a crazy thing and you always have a strange feeling about how they are doing. They can be hours away or sitting right next to you. There is something in that magic spark that lets them know.