What Makes Me Happy When Skies Are Grey…

There is always something that can make you smile when you are crying or depressed or want nothing to do with the world. The most important thing to remember is that human interaction is needed to make you happy. And a lot of the time, a person is what can make you happy when skies are grey.

I love my boyfriend. So so so so so so so much, more than words could ever describe. But, sometimes you need a friend to talk to about them or advice, or rant about someone to someone new. Get more than one opinion type of thing. I feel alone sometimes in that aspect. My sister i also love to death, but just don’t have that close of a connection. We are getting there, but just not there yet. Any “friends” I have either are mutual friends with everyone else and judge me when I am annoyed by that mutual friend or want more than friends and I do not want that because I am happy with my boy friend.

Life is a confusing web. I feel I only have my boyfriend who is miles and miles away and my family, whom my boyfriend is closer to than I am. I wish someone In the same state as me could be there for me like I am for everyone I know. Even when I reach out to someone and say word for word “I need help. Please” they walked away. I made it obvious I needed a friend, and after being there for them millions of times, they walk out on me.

Music helps. Music always helps. But it also makes me miss my boyfriend and family even more.

Having more than a tiny room would help.  Trapped in a small 15’x10’5″ room. I would love my own house. I even have the money. But cannot seem to find a house to buy.

Stress, tears, loneliness and boredom along with the building of papers, tests to study for and projects, I will somehow make it through.

❤ Yupithappens.

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
You’ll never know dear how much I love you
So please don’t take my sunshine away

 

Current Music

Ironic- Bo Burnham

Mine- Taylor Swift

Accidentally In Love- Counting Crows

Beautiful Mess- Diamond Rio

Love Like Crazy- Lee Brice

Happy

Music is so free. So uplifting so mood defying.

I love music

Every type of music.

It is something that can make me happy, sad or remember a great time with someone or I can hate a song because something bad happened while it was playing.
I have never met anyone who does not like music

Here are a few songs currently that I love. Over time My music changes and I found out last night I have 24.17 gigs of music. Maybe I should go through it and see what I like right? Well here are my 5 top played songs currnetly

Alright- Darius Rucker

Kiss A Girl-Keith Urban

Why Don’t We Just Dance- Josh Turner

You & Me- Dave Matthews Band

Just the Way You Are- Bruno Mars

I’m not sure what it is, but music always helps